Friday, April 30, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
i just hope
Dear Joseph,
i just hope you eat...and get better. i dont know how it'll all get better but it will....
i'll take care of your dogs. and i wont say another word. i wont say another word.
i wont care anymore.
I wont care anymore.
I wont bother you about them, anymore.
I wont bother you about them anymore.
Just get better Joseph.
i cant apologize, for leaving you...i cant apologize for you leaving me...
i cant apologize for the fact that you are alone. I cant apologize for the fact that you will be alone.
I cant apologize about your sisters death, i cant replace her.
Cry as long as you need it. Cry as long, as you need to. Call me to cry.
I will listen. I will listen.
you need to eat, little things.
Just like I am.
eat apples, eat yogurts, eat bananas, eat cereal, and cuban food, eat garbage, eat.
Just eat.
your sisters journal, is there if you ever want to read it, preciousillusion. its in your gmail.
dont let your sisters death be the fall...of you. But let it be the rise of you.
Goodluck, because it will not be easy.
But like Dyce said, it wont become easier, It'll just get less harder over time.
And that it will.
i just hope you eat...and get better. i dont know how it'll all get better but it will....
i'll take care of your dogs. and i wont say another word. i wont say another word.
i wont care anymore.
I wont care anymore.
I wont bother you about them, anymore.
I wont bother you about them anymore.
Just get better Joseph.
i cant apologize, for leaving you...i cant apologize for you leaving me...
i cant apologize for the fact that you are alone. I cant apologize for the fact that you will be alone.
I cant apologize about your sisters death, i cant replace her.
Cry as long as you need it. Cry as long, as you need to. Call me to cry.
I will listen. I will listen.
you need to eat, little things.
Just like I am.
eat apples, eat yogurts, eat bananas, eat cereal, and cuban food, eat garbage, eat.
Just eat.
your sisters journal, is there if you ever want to read it, preciousillusion. its in your gmail.
dont let your sisters death be the fall...of you. But let it be the rise of you.
Goodluck, because it will not be easy.
But like Dyce said, it wont become easier, It'll just get less harder over time.
And that it will.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
So Shorkies on the way
Aparently i thought my dog, was having no pups. She got pregnant on February 26, 2010. Again :-(. Yes. I know, i know, why didnt i spay her? Because i had intended for her, to have shih tzu puppies a year or two later after her first litter with the shorkies. I love her breed, especially her. She has a lovely temperment, and a caring personality, i wanted her to gife the world with more shih tzu's.
But Bruno the yorkie got her at the last second. My brother, was moving only a week, later. I had kept her seperated from him that entire month. That entire month. But alas, Joseph forgot, that he let the dog inside after walking her, not even ten seconds later, did Bruno cumm in her! Ahhh i was furious! Well the outcome to all this, was that she is pregnant and shes been pregnant for these 3 months.
Aparently, there is a pill for doggies, to abort, pups....sigh but i couldnt go through with it. Even though it did sound like the responsible thing to do. I am going to HAVE to, get her neutered now. Any by the way if you have a problem with abortion, you should. But i am still for pro-choice.
These 2 were part of her last litter
Daddy
Mommy
like to get it on
But Bruno the yorkie got her at the last second. My brother, was moving only a week, later. I had kept her seperated from him that entire month. That entire month. But alas, Joseph forgot, that he let the dog inside after walking her, not even ten seconds later, did Bruno cumm in her! Ahhh i was furious! Well the outcome to all this, was that she is pregnant and shes been pregnant for these 3 months.
Aparently, there is a pill for doggies, to abort, pups....sigh but i couldnt go through with it. Even though it did sound like the responsible thing to do. I am going to HAVE to, get her neutered now. Any by the way if you have a problem with abortion, you should. But i am still for pro-choice.
These 2 were part of her last litter
Daddy
Mommy
like to get it on
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Stork travels 8000 miles to visit his injured lover
True love overcomes any distance
No distance is too far for Rodan, the lovesick stork.
Making the trip from South Africa to Croatia every spring, the male bird travels 13,000 km to see his beloved female partner, Malena, who is disabled and unable to fly, reports Britain’s Metro.
The loving storks cozy up, mating and raising their new chicks (they have produced 32 offspring so far) and teaching them how to fly. Rodan then departs to spend the winter months in South Africa and returns on exactly the same day, the following spring.
Locals in the small village of Slavonski Brod in Croatia thought crippled Malena would almost certainly die when she was shot by a hunter in 1993, but thanks to the Vokic family, whose roof she lives on and her ever faithful partner, Rodan, she has survived for over 17 years.
Reunited again last week, Rodan was more eager than ever to see his love, arriving two hours earlier than usual. “It was clear they were pleased to see each other,” said one local to the Romanian Times. Stjepan Vokic added, “He knows he needs to return home because Malena is waiting for him.”
The storks have become so famous in the village that it’s not only Malena that waits anxiously for her partner to return, local residents and reporters gather round to welcome the tired bird home, every March.
Lets hope the couple’s little chicks will be just as loyal and faithful as their Papa!
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posted by Samantha, selected from Tonic Apr 16, 2010 3:02 pm
Lifes a judgement
Well with me it is. I am constantly juding, who is judging me? its so serious and anal, i cant stand it myself. I need to get over my fears.
BUt i wanted to share something interesting. Something about differences. Personality differences. Differences in perception and in people. Differences in elements. This is what
I realize that people, are all different. And even the ones that think they aren't are. But they hide it with "social norm indifferences". We're everyone thinks the same, but in inactuality they are hiding their differences.
I feel like people what they fail to realize is that everyone has a different elements to their souls.
You notice how someone can easily judge someone else who has a completely different spectrum to their life? Like a very passive intellectual women, may...judge a....very expressive women outgoing women? Or when a very outspoken rightouse girl, may judge a very soft spoken gentle girl. I feel that where alot of americans , south, central and northern, do wrong. Is that they JUDGE. Right away. Instead of refusing or resisting, because perhaps they'll feel embarassed for themselves, juding this other "weird" individual. They outright close, their minds, to appreciating, the unknown. The unknown of their characters or their thoughts. And if they have very low self esteem, they'll probably feel that these "unknown" people and their weird perception of life, will probably not "understand them" so they give up on a possible friendship entirely.
Closing every door to an unknown that might judge them.
Guys and women all do this. But what they fail to realize is that they themselves are unique. Life everyone has different elemental personality traits. And sometimes the hardest thing, is for a person of different elements... is to get comfortable with each other. Like a women, who has a fiery personality , versus someone who has a very semi-passive watery personality. it doesnt mean they cant ever be friends, but what it'll probably mean is that the girls might possibly...bump heads...or even contradict themselves (those who know themselves wont have a problem with this). Psychologically, innately with things, and how you view things. Its like their afraid of finding about things about themselves. Just begin to allow the incomprehensible, surprise you, rather, than judging it instinctively. If you dont know the person, then why judge them? Its irrational. And thats why people feel embarassed when they get caught. But thats a positive sign, of having your life, and its possibilities open to the endless.
And the endless might just schock your reality...and change you. Change you unconditionally
well thats what i have to remind myself,when i am really scared. gaaaaaah
BUt i wanted to share something interesting. Something about differences. Personality differences. Differences in perception and in people. Differences in elements. This is what
I realize that people, are all different. And even the ones that think they aren't are. But they hide it with "social norm indifferences". We're everyone thinks the same, but in inactuality they are hiding their differences.
I feel like people what they fail to realize is that everyone has a different elements to their souls.
You notice how someone can easily judge someone else who has a completely different spectrum to their life? Like a very passive intellectual women, may...judge a....very expressive women outgoing women? Or when a very outspoken rightouse girl, may judge a very soft spoken gentle girl. I feel that where alot of americans , south, central and northern, do wrong. Is that they JUDGE. Right away. Instead of refusing or resisting, because perhaps they'll feel embarassed for themselves, juding this other "weird" individual. They outright close, their minds, to appreciating, the unknown. The unknown of their characters or their thoughts. And if they have very low self esteem, they'll probably feel that these "unknown" people and their weird perception of life, will probably not "understand them" so they give up on a possible friendship entirely.
Closing every door to an unknown that might judge them.
Guys and women all do this. But what they fail to realize is that they themselves are unique. Life everyone has different elemental personality traits. And sometimes the hardest thing, is for a person of different elements... is to get comfortable with each other. Like a women, who has a fiery personality , versus someone who has a very semi-passive watery personality. it doesnt mean they cant ever be friends, but what it'll probably mean is that the girls might possibly...bump heads...or even contradict themselves (those who know themselves wont have a problem with this). Psychologically, innately with things, and how you view things. Its like their afraid of finding about things about themselves. Just begin to allow the incomprehensible, surprise you, rather, than judging it instinctively. If you dont know the person, then why judge them? Its irrational. And thats why people feel embarassed when they get caught. But thats a positive sign, of having your life, and its possibilities open to the endless.
And the endless might just schock your reality...and change you. Change you unconditionally
well thats what i have to remind myself,when i am really scared. gaaaaaah
Thursday, April 15, 2010
All my dreams
I close my eyes
Only for a moment,
and the moments gone
all my dreams
pass before my eyes a curiousity
....dust...in...the...wind...
all they are
and the moments gone
all my dreams
pass before my eyes a curiousity
....dust...in...the...wind...
all they are
Is Dust In the Wind
Same old Song
Just a drop of water
In an endless sea
All we dooooooo
Crumbles to the Ground
Though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind
all we are is dust in the wind
Ooh
.
........ Now Dont Hang On.........
Nothing lasts forever
But the earth and sky
....it slips away
And all your MONEY
Wont another minute buy
Duuuuust in the wind
All we are
is dust in the wind
Dust In the wind
Everything is dust in the wind
................... Everything is dust in the wind
~ The wind~
-Kansas
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Are You Responsible For Mountaintop Removal? A New Tool Shows How It's All Connected
Are you directly or indirectly related to mountain top removal?
Appalachians before.
find out hereeeeeee, and how you can stop it ...:-)
(click there) http://www.care2.com/causes/environment/blog/mountain-top-removal-new-tool-shows-how-its-all-connected/ (or copy and paste)
Appalachians after:-O !
When are we going to prioritize, things, from productivity, to the protection of the enviroment? if their is no enviroment, how are we going to live? Underground? Ltes do something, So that the future doesnt consist of shit!