i am going to be completely and utterly open aboout, down south.
Here is in the Southern FLorida. As it...intertwined with my life.
Some spec who grew up in Cuban city Hialeah.
LOL- Just kidding! i wouldnt refer to myself that way!
I am not racist of myself. lol.
I was a very wise kid, growing up, kind of smart, i never thought i was nice, though i could be nice...if it fit the outfit. But none the less a hypocrite, with priorities.
i think as us hispanics...we make alot of excuses..for ourselves.
We make it a habit, to demise our ourselves...naturally.
i have no time to talk...no time to chat!!!!!!!!
wow i just realized i should have finished this more appropriately before..
I cutt it like that. i'll have to come back to this later.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Well hardee har har har
IIII keep on fallen, in an ounce...of love. with a you.
i never loved,, someone, more than I, love YOU
I I i i falllennnnn
OooooOOooo
OOOOOOOooOOOOOO
OOOOOOOooOOOOOO
I KEEP ON FALLEN IN A OUNCE of love..
with you
I never
loved someone
more than I
loved you.
OF lOVE with you
I neeever loved someone
more than i LOVEN YOU.
ONE.
i never loved,, someone, more than I, love YOU
I I i i falllennnnn
OooooOOooo
OOOOOOOooOOOOOO
OOOOOOOooOOOOOO
I KEEP ON FALLEN IN A OUNCE of love..
with you
I never
loved someone
more than I
loved you.
OF lOVE with you
I neeever loved someone
more than i LOVEN YOU.
ONE.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Friday, April 30, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
i just hope
Dear Joseph,
i just hope you eat...and get better. i dont know how it'll all get better but it will....
i'll take care of your dogs. and i wont say another word. i wont say another word.
i wont care anymore.
I wont care anymore.
I wont bother you about them, anymore.
I wont bother you about them anymore.
Just get better Joseph.
i cant apologize, for leaving you...i cant apologize for you leaving me...
i cant apologize for the fact that you are alone. I cant apologize for the fact that you will be alone.
I cant apologize about your sisters death, i cant replace her.
Cry as long as you need it. Cry as long, as you need to. Call me to cry.
I will listen. I will listen.
you need to eat, little things.
Just like I am.
eat apples, eat yogurts, eat bananas, eat cereal, and cuban food, eat garbage, eat.
Just eat.
your sisters journal, is there if you ever want to read it, preciousillusion. its in your gmail.
dont let your sisters death be the fall...of you. But let it be the rise of you.
Goodluck, because it will not be easy.
But like Dyce said, it wont become easier, It'll just get less harder over time.
And that it will.
i just hope you eat...and get better. i dont know how it'll all get better but it will....
i'll take care of your dogs. and i wont say another word. i wont say another word.
i wont care anymore.
I wont care anymore.
I wont bother you about them, anymore.
I wont bother you about them anymore.
Just get better Joseph.
i cant apologize, for leaving you...i cant apologize for you leaving me...
i cant apologize for the fact that you are alone. I cant apologize for the fact that you will be alone.
I cant apologize about your sisters death, i cant replace her.
Cry as long as you need it. Cry as long, as you need to. Call me to cry.
I will listen. I will listen.
you need to eat, little things.
Just like I am.
eat apples, eat yogurts, eat bananas, eat cereal, and cuban food, eat garbage, eat.
Just eat.
your sisters journal, is there if you ever want to read it, preciousillusion. its in your gmail.
dont let your sisters death be the fall...of you. But let it be the rise of you.
Goodluck, because it will not be easy.
But like Dyce said, it wont become easier, It'll just get less harder over time.
And that it will.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
So Shorkies on the way
Aparently i thought my dog, was having no pups. She got pregnant on February 26, 2010. Again :-(. Yes. I know, i know, why didnt i spay her? Because i had intended for her, to have shih tzu puppies a year or two later after her first litter with the shorkies. I love her breed, especially her. She has a lovely temperment, and a caring personality, i wanted her to gife the world with more shih tzu's.
But Bruno the yorkie got her at the last second. My brother, was moving only a week, later. I had kept her seperated from him that entire month. That entire month. But alas, Joseph forgot, that he let the dog inside after walking her, not even ten seconds later, did Bruno cumm in her! Ahhh i was furious! Well the outcome to all this, was that she is pregnant and shes been pregnant for these 3 months.
Aparently, there is a pill for doggies, to abort, pups....sigh but i couldnt go through with it. Even though it did sound like the responsible thing to do. I am going to HAVE to, get her neutered now. Any by the way if you have a problem with abortion, you should. But i am still for pro-choice.
These 2 were part of her last litter


Daddy

Mommy

like to get it on
But Bruno the yorkie got her at the last second. My brother, was moving only a week, later. I had kept her seperated from him that entire month. That entire month. But alas, Joseph forgot, that he let the dog inside after walking her, not even ten seconds later, did Bruno cumm in her! Ahhh i was furious! Well the outcome to all this, was that she is pregnant and shes been pregnant for these 3 months.
Aparently, there is a pill for doggies, to abort, pups....sigh but i couldnt go through with it. Even though it did sound like the responsible thing to do. I am going to HAVE to, get her neutered now. Any by the way if you have a problem with abortion, you should. But i am still for pro-choice.
These 2 were part of her last litter
Daddy
Mommy
like to get it on