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Blogger Universe, First Modeling Pics.

i took my first pair of modeling pictures with Joseph, mind you this is a regular Kodak camera, and I didnt notice that you could take pictures on high quality till later. I wanted to take full body, but...Joseph just took what ever he felt like. Which was mostly me laying full frontal on my bed. In the future I'll try to take pictures full length wise. (And hopefully not in room)

First off this is my BFF/hubby
If i would have actually had my hand down, and just smiled at the camera, I think this would have actually come out pretty decent.

Alas, I try to portray my hands.

Bye bye

So my cousin Added me on Blogger

Woo HOO! She is like the only friend I have that actually goes through, some of the ridiculousness that I do. LOL. We are so awesome. (imaginary high five slap to karina, wam!)

Well these days Have been oh soo so so so so sooooo hectic! GOSH! For about two weeks, since Joseph started school and work. we havent had quality, jessy and Joseph time. Ive been picking him up at 2:20 a.m. from work, going back to sleep, go to school,come back home and pick up the mess my dogs made,go to work, do homework, go to sleep, pick up joseph at 12a.m. or 2 a.m.
this i do all over again.
For about two weeks.

So, My first day off finally came (sort off because it ends up i had to actually work that day, but I asked Bryan if i could get that day off), I spent some time with Evy and Jorge (YAY!) and wells even though i was actually quite exhausted from my chaotic rituals, I was relieved to spend time with them. Evy was showing me some of her wonderful modeling photographs online (ahhh why not me??? envy :-X) that she had posted on modelmahem.com.
Ive been admiring her modeling, i hope I can conquer some of my fears, and take some really awesome pictures like her.
Which leads me to tell you, that i will be modeling for a hobby. I think Hubby will be my photographer. We just need to buy a good camera. Does anyone know of any good camera's for amateurs learners?

we need to take a mixture, of natural, creative, sexy, and just plain interesting photographs for the world to see.

Oh and before i forgets heres a list of things i need to do.

Show my mom The Korean Soap
Buy a nice camera
Transfer the car title over to my name
Look up apartments to live
Buy Suzy bears her medicine

Well i gots to do some homework on blackboard. I love my education classes.

Love and peace, to all, and to all a.... goodnight :-)

This is what I would have said to Timussime Innocent

ha ha ha your so funny my name is not Rachael it is Jessica

and yes i heard about Haiti , it is really sad. People here in Miami Are really sad, we have a big population of Haitians, who lost their families.

I dont think repentence can be forced...even if "Jesus decides to return". forcing this idea of Jesus, It is something one chooses, and chooses only by knowing that it will lead to happiness. But without knowing this, it will only lead to more destruction.

I hope people just wake up from laziness, and begin working on themselves. Instead of pointing fingers on others for the bad things that is happening to them, Instead of bringing out the strength within themselves to fix the outer problems to their problems...they choose to hate.

And that to me is a sign of dishonesty. To choose not to see the responsiility that they have, is like forgetting that they own two hands and a brain...people choose to hate. Acting as if, they are forced under circumstances because of their society. their parents... but people can easily walk some where else, they are not trees. stuck to one place...relying on one source for life.

they can walk.

Nobody HAS to repent now. Nobody has to do anything. thats just people fiding an excuse to worry about somebody else's problems. And who's problem is that? Something that isnt even theirs, they give them selves Godlike gifts and worry about it. The problems that are real are right in front of you. Your bad eating habits, your temper, your laziness, your dishonesty, your neighbor, your carpet...not these idealistic issues, of perfection, that someday the world will be perfect. Your just waiting for the world to be perfect, FOR YOU. So that maybe you wont find a sad thing to ever complain about it, or to worry about it..... The world will never be perfect, and it will continue to be what ever it wants to be. If its a dessert of sand filled with wolves, its will be a dessert of sand filled with wolves.

So people can continue banting like little chickens about how the world sucks .

Nobody is going to change that for you, unless its for a good reason, like love.

So am here

Well its midnight, work was pretty hectic today. I am sooo tired. For a second i felt a inch of the stress i use to feel at The Limited. Which is a good thing considering that i hate stress huh. Right now doggies are playing with each other. They've been cooped up at home all day. Mommy (muah) has been busy either, playing her new game. Or attending to other normal things. I just have to wait a little while before, Joseph gets out of Chilis, . so that I can go to sleep, which is the only things I can think about. I have to wake up early, tommorow, to go to work, then i have to rush back home to take me and my mom to see our first pick of places to rent. First we're visiting an apartment at 4, then we'll be visiting some old fashion trailer homes, in a nice area. I know some people dont like trailer homes, but i couldnt care less. I've lived in small apartment all my life. I think living in your own little miniature cheap house is just dandy.

I cant wait to see how Joseph and I decorate the place. I know it isn't going to look like much in the beginning, but i'm sure it'll grasp a personality in due time. :)

Well my eyes are beginning to shut automatically. I guess, I'm going to have to wake up to my cell phone ringing (groan). I have been trying to avoid that...oh well. deep sleep will have to be disturbed...to the call of dute.

night night, to those sleepers, who will sleep deeply

Looking forward

I looked up, places to rent in Davie. Davie is fantastic it has lots of fields, and horses. What can I say, Im a nature freak? :D. joseph and I are moving in, and we're taking my mum. I think it will be nice. All of us three. The doggies, Shakira (my mums, Suzy bear, and bubbles) and a field of greeness. Man ive been stressed. I wish i wasn't such a determined perfectionist Right? Its stupid. You can get the same results if you werent a worrier. This is what ive learned from seeing other people. Life is pretty good, me being a nervous wreck and all. I have no regrets this year. Ive seen the fireworks glow in the sky at downtown miami, my whole family got together for the first time. It brings tears to my eyes, to have see them all together.

Joseph has been such an interesting addition to my life. He is pregnant... lol just kidding! just wanted to catch your attention. lol. I am such a dork. Anyways, he talks in his sleep. Every night. I have that affect on people and things...weird effects. Like, ok dont judge me as a psycho, random person reading my blog....I visited a psychic looooong time ago. And she told me something cool about myself. And i was like what? She said "You have the gift of talking to people while their in their dreams" I thought about it for a second. And i thought it was possible, only because i have vivid dreams almost every night. Of me talking to other people. And then waking up knowing things, i wouldnt have known in reality. Future stuff and people stuff, and knowledge that was gifted to me.

crap i have to go!

So Something funnny

to keep me up when things are literally crappy

Its called HOW TWILIGHT RUINED MY RELATIONSHIP

I am so hungry for doritos.