Old Pictures from Crazies to You

I know i had to keep my face more in the sunlight...

All these designs Gislane made them

ANd last but not least

Joseph and I

hope you guys share some pics! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

Look at what happened in Chili after earth quake

The pictures are incredible

http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2010/02/earthquake_in_chile.html

Nature, is incredible

So Guess what ladies and Day dreamers

Be very careful with hair, dye ladies. We all know that it is toxic, and thats why some women even buy special shampoo But did you know little girls as young as 10 are already getting into the habit of dyeing their hair? That is ridiculous!

Thats like handing, a cigarette to a young girl, then after a vast period of time, she starts suffering from some lung disease. Some parents honestly, i dont think they mean harm, but i dont think they see harm either. Its like... their blind to harm.

This is called Hair do or Dye: Toxic Hair Color

http://www.care2.com/hair-do-or-dye-toxic-hair-color.html

Here are some nice alternatives, to some potential, damage, to your body.

So I am bored at work

And i just started reading this book, "Echoes from the Dead" by author Johan Theorin. So far so good, the Swiss are depicted like depressed people. Thats fine with me, I like depressed people...

Anyways, I was listening on the radio, about a lady who has been contacted by "benevolent beings". Her and her twin sisters were both contacted on several ocassions. You really have to be as ridiculously insane like me :D, to believe in this. But i like to believe in these things, since I am a dreamer and all. I dont tend to get mad, at all at these things, like some other people do.

They say that they are different types of extraterrestrial life out there. LIKE MANY different types. And it was interesting, because one of the extraterrestrial they said that had visited them (a "bad" one, because people tend to ask her more about the "bad" ones in the interview), she described it as not even...... "alien looking". One particular type, she said by her description looked like smoke, and this specific kind had a very negative "air about it" so thick that she felt suffocated even beign around its prescence (meaning she had problems breathing). This smoky one had aparently "froze her solid to the ground" and began to talk to her, while she was laying on the floor. But since she couldnt understand "these" aliens, she would "think" back to them, "I cant understand you". And these aliens, got so maaaaaad, it raised its voice. But it just left her there, while it searched the house for something. I thought that was pre-tty cool.

Then she talked about the "good ones" and how amazing they are. How intelligent they are, and how protective they are, about our species and our planet. And how they protect us even from abuses from other low life aliens, who are smart but, not smart in the sense like "yeah i can do high math, and save your life" their more like "i can do high math, and i'll take your life". ha ha lol.

what ever. it'll be cool if some day we can fly, and travel the universe. That would be so totally awesome. For those of you peeps who cant wait for just such a movie, but with a really good story. Look up.... "Cowboy Bebop" the movie is coming out soon, (the real life movie) and aparently, Keanu Reeves is playing Spike the main protogonist. What ever...i cant complain...i loved Cowboy Bebop...bop ...bop...*BoP*

Keanu if you pull this off, I'd be ssooOOoooOOoooo Happy!

Thank you for actually making this dream come true (if it wasn't for him making people take a closer look at the idea of Cowboy Bebop coming to life, the movie might not even come true, or possibly come really crappy)

Like they say on project run way... "Make it work"

Selfishness and pride

Today, has been a work day....urk day...beserk day....

I dont like asking myself hard questions, anymore...
because i always find the answer to be burning, and decaying in me.
So i am trying to look at the answers through my actions...

I run away to quickly, I hold a dark memory inside, of me...
of dissapointing someone...of hurting someone..possibly a family member, or some one i loved.

I dont know, i was too young to know, what love was...or i was too young ..even though...i believed i had all the answers in me...i lived too deeply in my convictions...
to believe i had no problems...or that i even had a solution....

as strange as that may sound..., together

I look at people in the eye, now....soemthing that i felt always harmed me, in a way.
because it hurt me, it embarassed me.....i always wore a mask.

to disguise these emotions, and to put a smile of comformity for my family for my father and mother.

if i dont, the real part of me, the part of me thats been engulfed so long, in the same monotnous continuum of stress and , lack of space and comprehension, is shown throught my "evil eye". Let me give you a picture of it, o but beware some people have superstitious beliefs that if one "casts an evil eye on some one else, they may later have bad luck....blah blah" a lot of cultures believe that. i think its just someone harming some one else through their worst psychological schemes, in the enforcement of a look. Like how people look at you, when you cutt them off the road, and they give you "the eye". LOL. it sounds funny when i say it like that. And then if you realize that you were going over board, that same effort you put into throwing those emotions out, suddenly slap you in the face with embarassesment...if your some how realized that you were outwitted...or wrong.

But anyways enough of all my knowledgeble statements....sigh......i am rebuking 'that' part of myself, the evil eye part. Somedays more...earnestly, some days less. Somedays I am a conquerer of fears, other days I am part of a casualty of my own mistakes. Its all normal, and good in the neighborhood. But for today...its getting tougher and tougher, to confront it at the moment. i like to hope that someday i wouldnt have to live in the shadow of conformity...in the supermaket, at work....just be free. if i cant be who i want to be at home, then where else? but outside....

So i look to this psalm 23...its always been my favorite, and possibly the one that has most intrigued me growing up.

Psalm 23

The lord is my shepard,
I shall not want..he maketh me to lie down in green pastures... he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul....he leads me in a path of righteosness for his name sake.
Yea thou i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for thou art with me; Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table for me in the presence of mine enemies; thou anointest my head with oil...my cup runneth over...surely goodness and mercy will follow me...all the days of my life.
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord, forever...

PIzza pizzaa

Well i am off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz.

Cause when I see the wonderful thing, the heavenly thing of Oz

Guess who's Oz???

Guesssss?



GUESSS!!!!

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Joseph!!!

new book

"Echoes from the Dead". sigh its been so long, since i have read a good book...cant wait to get into a new story.....after all this homework, and work life.

Peaceeee